Answers?

I say this all the time, but kids grow up too fast.

I can't believe Parker will be 12 this year.

I can't believe Madilyn will be 8.

I can believe Brady will be 2, but that's still fast!

I want to treasure every moment.

But, the hardest part for me, is I cannot stay home.

I want to just be a "stay-at-home" mom, but I get depressed.

I love being out and working.  

I feel guilty about this sometimes, but then realize that's just me.

I realize that my job has been part of saving me.

I need to feel I am doing more.  

Why is that?

I should be fulfilled in just being home.

Maybe I should just do service to keep myself busy?

Any answers?  This is always a struggle for me.