I just read a lot of my past posts because I printed my blog. I loved reading what I felt like, and the things I recorded about my kids. I have been enjoying writing about my little family. One thing I did notice, that I do refer to Ethan frequently. That may seem to some, weird, but I think its just part of trying to keep him alive as much as possible. As I have said before, he is in our thoughts daily; we pray for him daily; we love him like he is here. Writing about him gives us that freedom to think about him.
However, I don't want to forget my other kids. They are the ones here with me, physically. I try to still be "fair" :) and not favor one over the other. We all know how easy that is! Parker, Madilyn, and Brady are the reasons I want to keep living and keep trying to be better. They better me and have saved me. Thanks guys for being what mom needs.
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