Human Nature?

As we start into this holiday season, my mind is once again taken up by memories.

It's all I can do to not have guilt and regret.

I swear it must be human nature.

I don't want to have guilt and regret.

I swear I am a good mom, and I was to Ethan.

However, it never seems to go away that I could've done more.

I can't be perfect because I am still the same person.

I am definitely a better mom now and better at important things.

But, I guess I need to look at it as a blessing to always wanting to improve.

I had a friend say to me once--"Isn't that why we are here?  To get better each day?"

Its true.  We are.

I will just try to be a better person each day.

I can't have guilt for that, right?

And, I am sure Ethan has forgiven me for any shortcomings.

Always improving....