I haven't felt up to blogging lately. I think when I am fighting depression daily, I just don't want to write. Interestingly enough, I believe this is a catch 22. I think if I write, I feel better, but when I am down, I don't want to write. Ah! I have a hard time staying on an even keel lately. I think its when I let myself realize that this pain just keeps going. It doesn't go away. Its always there.
Today I just wanted to stay in bed and not get up. And, I felt I had good enough excuse to do so. I am in pain. I did keep myself out of bed, but really just wanted to curl up, go back to sleep and wake up when I have all my kids here with me. I hate that its 18 months later and I feel like this.
Well, life keeps going.....
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